Chemo Tomorrow. Hope I'm Ready.

I'm not feeling so well tonight. Maybe it's my body predicting what's going to happen tomorrow. Or maybe I'm actually sick! That wouldn't be good. Everyone in the house was sick last time!

I know I keep talking about hair, but I'm SO ready to shave it. But I just don't dare! It is falling out like crazy!! I mean, it's really thin on the sides. But for some reason the top isn't as thin so I can get away with it. It's kind of like a combover but the top is covering the sides. 

Here's the frustration. I'm sick of being covered in hair! I'm sick of cleaning up hair! I'm sick of having hair in my food and on my pillow and all over the floor. At what point do you just say ENOUGH! It still looks ok, for today. But is that really worth the mess? I'm feeling that it's not. Tomorrow may be the big "head shave day"! We'll see how brave I am.